why i brand a star in my arm?

because right now i'm trying to focus on my hopes and dreams first. so the star brand on the arm represents all my hopes and dreams that i put in my own hand to be made happen.

how i feel now...

im feeling a deep cut. deeper than a stab through the heart.it feels like ive been shot right through the heart and beyond from a feet distance.this cut will never be able to heal with any kind of medicine.....

i want to be a real man for you...
that's why let me do all the things i'll do for this to happen...
i love you, ade safitri

why i love you, you said?
cause you turned my world upside down and inside out....
cause you changed my point of view of love....
cause you make me a better man.....
cause you save me from what i used to be.....
and most importantly cause you exist.

just when i am what you were, why are you what i was?

when they say that love comes naturally.
do they say wether it comes in two way or just one way?
when they say that love can do so much damage.
do they say that it can damage the ones in love?
when they say that true love last forever.
do they say that it hurts when forever comes in one way?
when they say that love makes you feel good.
THEN WHY DO I FEEL BAD?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

please just tell me that you're happy and then i'll be happy.
and tell me that you're fine then i'll be fine.
just don't say that you are when you're not.
i'm a man whose heart is stolen by the one who i needed because of love.
and the one is not far away.
and you know that it's you....